brb_evil: (Eight's Ingenuity)
I'm going MAAAAD. I applied several years ago to a massive RP called [ profile] polychromatic as Donna Noble. I was rejected.
That rejection has stuck with me ever since, making me afraid of the roleplay. I hate being told my writing isn't good enough. I mean, I don't mind editing but something about this really...hurts. And I have no doubt that my writing WASN'T good enough. It still stung.

Anyway, I've applied again, this time as the Master. Back when I applied the first time, I knew nearly nothing about the Master. Now I've been writing and roleplaying him for a year. Will this mean I'm good enough? Well, I don't know. I'm waiting on a bloody response. I did only post yesterday but still. MENTAL. I just want to KNOW really. I mean, I've always got the 50's AU to comfort me if I don't get in but this feels like me facing my fears or something.

I'm worried I didn't say enough and my post was too short. I'm worried that I don't actually understand the Master's character. I'm worried that they hate my writing style on principle. I'm worried that even if I DO get in I won't understand how to do anything, I'll get completely overwhelmed and I'll get voted out or something. How does one plot? Do I know how to do that? Holy crap, you guys!

The sooner I know I'm not in it, the sooner I can move on.
Shit, pessimism.


Jul. 3rd, 2009 10:49 pm
brb_evil: (donna)

So I got a new mood theme.
It's animated, because that's really the only kind I enjoy. I nearly went with a Life On Mars one I found, due to my freakish level of obsession with it right now but it had some spoilers in it so I'm going to wait until at least my f-list who wants to see it has seen it.
PLUS: this one is awesome.
I may switch back and forth when I feel like it because the old one is LOVELY but the old one doesn't have enough Donna.
It doesn't have enough Master (or ANY) either but I can't find Master animated mood themes so this will have to do.

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Sometimes it's okay to pimp yourself out. Post a list of your top five fic-favorites you've written, regardless of fandom or the reason you love them. This isn't about the BEST things you've written, but what you LOVE most. Then tag five other people to do the same.

I don't think I've written nearly enough fic to do this meme... )
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Comment to this entry and I'll pick three of your fandoms. You must then update your journal and answer the following questions:

01: What got you into this fandom in the first place?
02: Do you think you'll stay in this fandom or eventually move on?
03: Favorite episodes/books/movies/etc.?
04: Do you participate in this fandom (fanfiction, graphics, discussions)?
05: Do you think that more people should get into this fandom?

[info]mrsfrankenstien gave me The Mighty Boosh, Black Books and The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy.


The Mighty Boosh )

Black Books )

The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy )
brb_evil: (Bernard Black)

Because I'm an attention-whore. Although I'm very bad at choices. Also, if I put some stuff in, it would be WAY too obvious. Or impossible. i.e. Life on Mars is a MAJOR tie...although I guess I'll still put it in...good luck. But seriously. Impossible. This might be a bit too arbitrary, even.
From [info]mrsfrankenstien

❶ Post a list of up to 30 books/movies/anime/TV shows/video games/etc.
❷ Have your f-list guess your favorite character from each item.



That took me way longer than I ever would have wanted and I started to make really random choices near the end. Oh well. Good luck.

EDIT: Because you guys are still guessing, I've taken the added measure of making the ones you haven't guessed yet red.
brb_evil: (Eight's Ingenuity)
I have a lot of dreams that I've meant to be posting here but a lot of them are on paper at uni right now. So that comes later as a dreams post. FIRST! Some logicking I've done based on my observations from TV.


As can clearly be seen, all skinny women are married to fat men. However, fatness is bad in our society. Thus, the skinny women are having to settle for fat men.
Conclusion: Fat women remain alone forever and all skinny men are gay.
brb_evil: (Browncoat)
Association Meme: Comment to this post and I will give you 5 subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given.

[ profile] shinyopals gave me:

Rambling ahead... )
brb_evil: (Ayoade)
If all the Who's in Whoville from the Grinch Who Stole Christmas have the last name 'Who' (ie, Cindy Lou Who) then is the town's doctor referred to as Doctor Who?
brb_evil: (donna)
Call me if you know my Uni number.
I won't answer you but I have pretty much the best voicemail message ever.
brb_evil: (kermit bees)

Oh, yay, it's another list-y thing! Just what I didn't needed! Okay, well, I got MYSELF into it, actually. I like them secretly. And at least it isn't as long as SOME.
I got asked these by 

[personal profile] 45eugenia
1. Hostile aliens invade and for some reason or other, you have been appointed as a negotiator for humanity. How do you save Earth?
Oh jeez...I'm almost more interested in what that reason would be--does humanity have a death wish? I'd just have to see what resources I was allowed and then try and save Earth in the most peaceful way possible. If I didn't have any sort of technology behind me...I'd have to do alien research (if possible) and try and come up with a plan to trick them into leaving. I don't really like force. I wouldn't be able to do anything really violent.

2. Gimme the top five places you would like to visit.
1. Anywhere in the 60's. I'm a 60's girl at heart and I would LOVE to be there. If possible, somewhere the Beatles are at.
2. The UK.
3. A different planet with life on it. Because that would just be TOO awesome.
4. The 1800's. I get to wear the clothing, right?
5. New Zealand

3. If you could make one fictional character real, who would it be?
...I really don't want to be boring and/or obvious...but I really do think the Doctor might be useful. Although, then again, he might leave a wave of destruction in his wake, like a really clumsy person walking through a glass store ("Whoops! Sorry, er, pardon me...") Having his help against aliens (when they somehow happen) would be good. But still. The destruction. Um, nice safe person...Maybe Rincewind from Discworld. Just for the lulz.

4. You can spend one day and one day only, anywhere, anytime, with anyone of your choosing. When, where and with whom?
One day...with....oh man, I almost just said the Doctor in the Zooniverse. I need better ideas, or ones that don't subconciously steal yours. One day with the Doctor in the Monkey Island universe around the time of the second game. The Doctor finding out about insult swordfighting would be pure crack. My life needs to be more like crackfic.

5. What's your favourite swear word?
Bugger. I use it for EVERYTHING in many different variations, tacked on to other words...I'm particularly fond of "Monkey buggery!" for some reason. I guess I like monkeys...

Here's the actual thing if anyone else wants to do it...

1. Leave me a comment saying anything random, like your favorite lyric to your current favorite song. Or your favorite kind of sandwich. Something random. Whatever you like.
2. I respond by asking you five personal questions so I can get to know you better.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and offer to ask someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be asked, you will ask them five questions.
brb_evil: (Vimes)
Continued from my previous post. was like this the last time I did it too. Why I keep torturing myself like this I have no idea.
brb_evil: (Vimes)
I own Oregon Trail. You must have heard of that, computer game, pioneer simulation-y thing. Right. So I have a bit of an obsession with going in, naming all the characters after a certain fandom, and then playing it through, writing in the Diary in character. Incredibly geeky, I know. I've already done it once with the characters from Howl's Moving Castle. And now, because of how much I'm into it, I decided to do it with Doctor Who, with the Doctor (Tenth), Rose, Jack, Donna, Martha and Sarah Jane.
And I'm going to post it here. The italics is the stuff the Diary puts in automatically and the rest is actually me. A warning: most of this was done between two and three in the morning so it may be rather bad. Or out of character. Sorry. Also, it's HUGE, so it's going to be in two posts. Spoilers for Season Two of Torchwood.

Continued here.
brb_evil: (Eight's Ingenuity)
It's a summary of Doctor Who Season 3!

Okay, I'll do my reactions on Episode 2 tomorrow because first thing, it's too late right now and second thing, I want to watch it again with Jordan before I talk about it.

BUT, I will squee first.
Water pistol! Donna = win! PROPHECY.
brb_evil: (Firefly/Doctor Who)

I'm not even going to attempt to explain.

brb_evil: (Browncoat)
There was a young man with old eyes
It's said that he came from the skies
And also he flew
In a box that was blue
He'll travel until his ship dies
brb_evil: (Default)

Well, it's my first new post in maybe...forever. So...not much to say, actually. Or...too much.
Marion finally got me into The Mighty Boosh, I suppose. Which is odd, because I showed it to her in the first place, now that I think of it. so I got her into it to get me into it. Neat.
I'd better stop wasting my time on this and instead put it towards more...important things. Like homework so that maybe I can go to University. Or sleep. Because I can feel the onset of a sore throat.
Leaving, now.


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