brb_evil: (Eight's Ingenuity)
I'm going MAAAAD. I applied several years ago to a massive RP called [livejournal.com profile] polychromatic as Donna Noble. I was rejected.
That rejection has stuck with me ever since, making me afraid of the roleplay. I hate being told my writing isn't good enough. I mean, I don't mind editing but something about this really...hurts. And I have no doubt that my writing WASN'T good enough. It still stung.

Anyway, I've applied again, this time as the Master. Back when I applied the first time, I knew nearly nothing about the Master. Now I've been writing and roleplaying him for a year. Will this mean I'm good enough? Well, I don't know. I'm waiting on a bloody response. I did only post yesterday but still. MENTAL. I just want to KNOW really. I mean, I've always got the 50's AU to comfort me if I don't get in but this feels like me facing my fears or something.

I'm worried I didn't say enough and my post was too short. I'm worried that I don't actually understand the Master's character. I'm worried that they hate my writing style on principle. I'm worried that even if I DO get in I won't understand how to do anything, I'll get completely overwhelmed and I'll get voted out or something. How does one plot? Do I know how to do that? Holy crap, you guys!

The sooner I know I'm not in it, the sooner I can move on.
Shit, pessimism.
LOW EXPECTATIONS MEAN LESS DISAPPOINTMENT, U GAIZ.

Homework

Sep. 18th, 2009 12:35 pm
brb_evil: (Eight's Ingenuity)
I am not a fan of dystopian futures, have I ever mentioned that? Maybe not here. But originally, I avoided sci-fi like the plague because I was completely convinced that it was all horrid dystopian futures. Which is true to a certain extent. Quite a lot of it is.
So now I'm being forced to read The Handmaid's Tale by Atwood and I...well, I would never read this on my own, let's say that. It just makes me angry and depressed and as I was already angry from last night (due to [livejournal.com profile] moralsremitted) and also depressed (due to let's not get into that) it is NOT HELPING.
Especially because all of this stuff it has with the women getting banned from work and being forced to be housewives (initially, at least) made me realise that I'm fucking WRITING a dystopian future with this 50's AU and I never noticed before, due to how cracky it generally is. But now that it's got a depressing plotline itself I've realised what I've done. I hope this doesn't depress me from doing it! There are wonderful strong women in the series: Donna keeping her job and fighting against piggish men and stereotypes of the society for the sheer stubbornness of HAVING to because she couldn't look at herself otherwise, staying in a job when she would actually gladly get married but for the loss of her rights; Rose, who as far as Leah and I can tell is off by herself fighting aliens, to hell with the Doctor; River, who wields her sexuality like a weapon, breaking through the shocked morals of the society like a battering ram; even, or, especially Alice who has begun to feel as if perhaps not everything is right, her problems aren't necessarily HER fault, that there is another, better way. I mean, hell, even the Doctor is trying to break down this stupid society somewhat although the Master REALLY ISN'T HELPING.
Shit, I'm tired, guys. I've been reading too much Margaret Atwood.
Anyway, I wonder if I should be going more into depth with this society. What happened to MAKE it this way?
I wish it was crack again.

brb_evil: (Browncoat)
If anyone cares (Read: Marion), the plotline in the 50's AU journals right now?
Completely encapsulated by this song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFJdJYAyn4Q

It goes from just before the Master pushed too far to the present point.
I love Tears For Fears.
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Meme! Again! It's that one that [info]maidm and[info]lilyknotwisemd both did! I'm really trying to pick ones they haven't done but maybe I just can't tell that they've already done them. That does mean, however, that a lot of mine are for the lulz. Oh well. For me, that's often what OTP means ANYWAY. Man, I overlap with Marion way too much. I think eventually, when I'm sick of trying to think of pairings we don't share, I'll give up.

Pick up to 13 OTPs (in no particular order).
Describe them in 13 (or possibly many more!) words or fewer.
Have your flist guess the OTP.

1. They are SO not together. Never. Never ever.
2. They're married. Only not. Only they totally are.
3. "What would you say first attracted you to me?" John/Ringo guessed by [info]lilyknotwisemd
4. It's all about the powerful sexual tension. If you read between the lines. Howard/Vince guessed by [livejournal.com profile] theanswer42 
5. You might even say...they went to school together. Master/Doctor guessed by [livejournal.com profile] theanswer42 
6. They COULD have just hidden behind the dustbins but his way's more fun. Moss/Roy guessed by [livejournal.com profile] maidm 
7. She neglects him for the men at work. He still loves her. Rhys/Gwen guessed by [livejournal.com profile] theanswer42 
8. Creepy love is AWESOME. I naively find them cute. Master/Lucy guessed by [livejournal.com profile] theanswer42 
9. He believes in her. And she knows. But he'll never tell her.
10. Love Games? Howard/Old Gregg guessed by [livejournal.com profile] maidm 
11. Love? Present. Bret/Jemaine guessed by [livejournal.com profile] lilyknotwisemd 
12. Laundry brought them together. An explosion tore them apart. Doctor Horrible/Penny guessed by [livejournal.com profile] lilyknotwisemd 
13. NEEDS MOAR HIM. Eight/Eight/Eight... guessed by [livejournal.com profile] lilyknotwisemd  

CRIMINY there's a lot of slash! When I go silly, apparently, I slash like a motherbitch. I'm like connect four in fandom terms.

brb_evil: (Artful Dodger)

It was a bit ago, actually. Two days, maybe. I need a f!cking Mighty Boosh icon. I just can't choose one. It would need to communicate everything because I'm bloody hampered by my icon choice. Anyway, the dream is all, like, deeply delvelatious into my psyche and the like.

There's this party )
Actually, probably the most revealing psyche type thing is that I'm posting this at five in the morning. I have a class in three hours...I doubt I'm going.

More crap )
brb_evil: (Eight's Ingenuity)

Now I can't help but think of options for an entirely DW casted version of Rocky Horror. Help?

New Who
Frank N. Furter: Master
Brad: Ten
Janet: Rose
Magenta: Donna
Columbia: (no clue)
Riff Raff: (no clue YOUR JOB, FIGURE OUT)
Rocky: Jack
Eddie: Nine

OLD WHO
Frank: FOUR, LOLOLOL
Brad: The Brig, to be all horrified and stuff
Janet: Mel
Magenta: Romana
Riff Raff: Master
Columbia: Tegan
Eddie: *shrug*
Rocky: ...I dunno. The only pretty blond I can think of is Five, but that's REALLY gross. 


IDEAS?

brb_evil: (Vimes)
I own Oregon Trail. You must have heard of that, computer game, pioneer simulation-y thing. Right. So I have a bit of an obsession with going in, naming all the characters after a certain fandom, and then playing it through, writing in the Diary in character. Incredibly geeky, I know. I've already done it once with the characters from Howl's Moving Castle. And now, because of how much I'm into it, I decided to do it with Doctor Who, with the Doctor (Tenth), Rose, Jack, Donna, Martha and Sarah Jane.
And I'm going to post it here. The italics is the stuff the Diary puts in automatically and the rest is actually me. A warning: most of this was done between two and three in the morning so it may be rather bad. Or out of character. Sorry. Also, it's HUGE, so it's going to be in two posts. Spoilers for Season Two of Torchwood.



Continued here.
brb_evil: (DeLorean TARDIS)
Saiorse: BATMAN NEEDS A ROBIN
S: I feel like JK Rowling. Wot with the RANDOM CAPSLOCK
Leah: MY LIFE IS A MISERY YOU CAN TELL I'M ANGRY BECAUSE MY KEYBOARD IS STUCK.ANGSTANGSTANGST LIEK THE DOCTAH
S: I'M BATMAN.MY PARENTS ARE DEAD.
L: I'M THE DOCTOR. I DON'T HAVE PARENTS. I WAS LOOOOOMED.
S: WHAT, ARE YOU DENSE? ARE YOU RETARDED OR SOMETHING? WHO DO YOU THINK I AM, I'M THE GODDAMNED BATMAN.
L: AND I'M THE GODDAMNED DOCTOR. I'M 903 YEARS OLD AND I'M GOING TO SAVE THIS CITY AND EVERYONE IN IT. ALSO, THE PLANET, PROBABLY. IT ALWAYS COMES TO THAT.
S: THIS IS NOT A GAME
L: OH, I THINK IT IS.
A DEADLY GAME.
FOR OUR LIVES.
AND IF YOU REFUSE TO PLAY IT THEN YOU'LL BE DOOMING US ALL. BE REASONABLE FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE, BRUCE.
S: ....I'M BATMAN
S: I CAN BREATHE IN SPACE
L: SO CAN I. RESPIRATORY BYPASS.
S: CRIMINALS ARE A COWARDLY, SUSPICIOUS LOT
S: HAVE I MENTIONED, THAT MY PARENTS ARE DEAD?
S: ...Can we stop before I run out of Bat-responses, try to think of more, and give myself terrible Frank Miller flashbacks?

A Question

May. 1st, 2008 07:45 pm
brb_evil: (Eight's Ingenuity)
So, I was looking at the Who OTP LJ Community. And it made me wonder: where's all the One/Two/Three/Four/Five/Six/Seven/Eight/Nine/Ten/Jack/Myfanawy? That's my OT12!
If someone is willing to write it or direct me to some of this grouping's fanfic, please let me know.
Same thing goes for Eight/Eight/Eight/Eight/Eight/Eight...Eight (My OT300).
Am I the only person who sees how canon this is?
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This will probably be funnier if you go here first: http://garfieldminusgarfield.tumblr.com/post/29119248

I apologise sincerely.
brb_evil: (Firefly/Doctor Who)



I'm not even going to attempt to explain.

brb_evil: (Larch)
I'm almost not exaggerating. Really. This girl is a genius and I only wish I could have these for to listen to always. Alas, there is no download function.

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