brb_evil: (Eight's Ingenuity)
I'm going MAAAAD. I applied several years ago to a massive RP called [livejournal.com profile] polychromatic as Donna Noble. I was rejected.
That rejection has stuck with me ever since, making me afraid of the roleplay. I hate being told my writing isn't good enough. I mean, I don't mind editing but something about this really...hurts. And I have no doubt that my writing WASN'T good enough. It still stung.

Anyway, I've applied again, this time as the Master. Back when I applied the first time, I knew nearly nothing about the Master. Now I've been writing and roleplaying him for a year. Will this mean I'm good enough? Well, I don't know. I'm waiting on a bloody response. I did only post yesterday but still. MENTAL. I just want to KNOW really. I mean, I've always got the 50's AU to comfort me if I don't get in but this feels like me facing my fears or something.

I'm worried I didn't say enough and my post was too short. I'm worried that I don't actually understand the Master's character. I'm worried that they hate my writing style on principle. I'm worried that even if I DO get in I won't understand how to do anything, I'll get completely overwhelmed and I'll get voted out or something. How does one plot? Do I know how to do that? Holy crap, you guys!

The sooner I know I'm not in it, the sooner I can move on.
Shit, pessimism.
LOW EXPECTATIONS MEAN LESS DISAPPOINTMENT, U GAIZ.

brb_evil: (Browncoat)
If anyone cares (Read: Marion), the plotline in the 50's AU journals right now?
Completely encapsulated by this song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFJdJYAyn4Q

It goes from just before the Master pushed too far to the present point.
I love Tears For Fears.
brb_evil: (Whee)
Okay, I have FAR too much fun with [livejournal.com profile] moralsremitted. I totally sympathise with [livejournal.com profile] shinyopals and her character journal now. Even with no-one else having joined yet, it is remarkably addictive.
Not that I'm going to STOP.
I'm just worried this may get out of hand.
At least I'll enjoy going mad.

Hmm.

Apr. 21st, 2009 10:07 am
brb_evil: (Default)

Um. Well. My state of mind last night was interesting to say the least. But the thought of being able to write that 'Doctor/Rose have a school-age kid' story has made me feel a bit better. So I can probably interact with other DW fans again. I still think I need a slight break from DW...

Ahahah

Oct. 29th, 2008 12:42 am
brb_evil: (kermit bees)
Okay, I realised a bit ago and sporfled.
The dream I had about the party with Julian Barratt and Noel Fielding?
IT WAS CLEARLY AN EPISODE OF EXTRAS.

Timelines

May. 2nd, 2008 07:44 pm
brb_evil: (kermit bees)
Title: Timelines
Summary: One Doctor comes to meet another one with something unconventional in mind
Rating: PG-13. Nothing actually happens but the concept might gross you out
Word count: 445
Characters/pairings: Ten/Four
Disclaimer: I wish I owned Ten and Four. But I don't. Which is probably better for them both in the long run.
Author's notes: Leah showed me Doctor/Doctor in the first place, and this is kind of her fault, what with her saying, "There's no Four!" So, of course, like a good friend, I started to write some before she actually found some. But by then, it was too late. Apologies for potential Four OOCness. I've seen maybe two episodes.

There are some things you have to do at least once in your life... )
brb_evil: (DeLorean TARDIS)
Saiorse: BATMAN NEEDS A ROBIN
S: I feel like JK Rowling. Wot with the RANDOM CAPSLOCK
Leah: MY LIFE IS A MISERY YOU CAN TELL I'M ANGRY BECAUSE MY KEYBOARD IS STUCK.ANGSTANGSTANGST LIEK THE DOCTAH
S: I'M BATMAN.MY PARENTS ARE DEAD.
L: I'M THE DOCTOR. I DON'T HAVE PARENTS. I WAS LOOOOOMED.
S: WHAT, ARE YOU DENSE? ARE YOU RETARDED OR SOMETHING? WHO DO YOU THINK I AM, I'M THE GODDAMNED BATMAN.
L: AND I'M THE GODDAMNED DOCTOR. I'M 903 YEARS OLD AND I'M GOING TO SAVE THIS CITY AND EVERYONE IN IT. ALSO, THE PLANET, PROBABLY. IT ALWAYS COMES TO THAT.
S: THIS IS NOT A GAME
L: OH, I THINK IT IS.
A DEADLY GAME.
FOR OUR LIVES.
AND IF YOU REFUSE TO PLAY IT THEN YOU'LL BE DOOMING US ALL. BE REASONABLE FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE, BRUCE.
S: ....I'M BATMAN
S: I CAN BREATHE IN SPACE
L: SO CAN I. RESPIRATORY BYPASS.
S: CRIMINALS ARE A COWARDLY, SUSPICIOUS LOT
S: HAVE I MENTIONED, THAT MY PARENTS ARE DEAD?
S: ...Can we stop before I run out of Bat-responses, try to think of more, and give myself terrible Frank Miller flashbacks?
brb_evil: (Artful Dodger)
Carrot Juice.

I mean, what's UP with that? Seriously. 

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